`Tuesday, November 30, 2004;__
no more frens!
Haiz.. another suckin day i wud say! life suckz!
i got betrayed by my fren? well tts totally
sucks! i hate it and i hate her even more!
well so today i got totally pissed off!
well acctually i expect him to reply
my sms well but he didnt! so i assume
tt he is tryin to forget the patst? well
anway if tts really the case then i got
nth to say! haiz dun wish to get moodswing
over all these! life have to go on!
oh well so i guess from now on we
gotta treat it lk we NEVER noe each
other b4.
[pls do tc of urself]
erm so yea went IMM for some
stupid reason. oh and after went
to have our lunch or is it dinner?
lols okie wadever ..
so went home after tt. nth much tho.
i'm sleepy! yea I AM! and i only slp
for lk 2 hrs? gosh ! i cant survive
if life goes on lk tt!
haiz forget it.. as i said my life sucks
big time! so gotta accept the reality!
gtg . cya.
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 9:13 PM;__
`Monday, November 29, 2004;__
ended story!
i'm depressed all tt i noe!
nobody understand how i feel
right now at this moment.
Nobody will ever noe.
it hurts me alot.
haiz i made the decision
so cant blame anybody.
all the sweet memories
i'll gonna kip them forever.
the hugs and kiss u gaved me
i'll gonna tresured them all.
i hope tt this decision tt i made
gonna be the best for us.
haiz... well i guess no point cryin
over spilk milk.. gotta carry on
with my new life! and this gonna
be the last time i cried for u!
i promised to be ur best fren forever!
no regret knowing u btw...
-tc my dear fren-
-*ended story*-
[ letting u go it aint so easy]
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 9:00 PM;__
`Sunday, November 28, 2004;__
jokes
once upon a time! before our exam!
we went to the CCK lib.
me, veron, teng, rowenna,
intended to revise our works there!
so when we reached there we make
kinda lot of noises... and soon
we realised we make too much noise
so we lower down our volume..
and very soon after we settle down for
revision, ting jian(veron's bai ma wang zi)
came to lib too with emson yuan liang
and some gals from 1F.
so when tingjian came in to the children
section he saw us ofcoz his eyes were
lookin at veron! lols and they make
some eye contact and tingjian went to
the very inner part of the children
section. left veron sittin on the entrance
of the children section with me, teng,
rowenna. so at this point of time veron
got an urge to sit together with tingjian
and revise with him. so she left us and
she went to the very inner of the children
section to look for 'ah jian ge' teng's quote!
so she her sexy back faced us and she left
my mind went wild and i kinda dunnoe wad
m i doin too. guess wad i did ? i took her
Zodiac ladies networkz card and i hide it
it in my wallet!oh gosh i cant believe i did
tt! i'm guilty i felt so guilty! so teng and
rowenna were helpin me to think of a place
to hide and so the card was with teng for few
days and later i got it back and put it
somewhere in my wallet which is
not so easy to spot. and day after day,
i had forgot everything abt it!
and until these few days Kelly called us
for the disco thingy so we need to have
the card inorder to atten the disco party
thingy. oh well and then i realised i took
her card! oh gosh! i'm so guilty now.
and kelly said if we dun have the card
need to pay for another $10 to make a
new one! so veron she kinda dunnoe
where the hell she put her card!
so she decided to search her hse.
but no luck. she still cant find!
so becos of the $10 her mother went
to search the whole house of hers and
tried to search the card! and NO luck too!
as the card itself is with me now!
oh man my story ends here!
sorry aunty! and veron i'm
SORRY! i'm realy sorry!
u gonna forgive me if not as
u noe i live on the 12th floor which
is kinda high!
[haiz serious now, sorry leh i also
forgot tt i acctually took ur card!
and now ur mum wasted her time
searchin for the card! SORRY]
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 9:32 PM;__
he is back!
He is back?!! and he said he tried to call me
but didnt manage to get through or wadever shit!
oh well my dear i didnt even have a
miss call showin up on my handphone!
do u think i'm dumb? nah i aint its jus
tt i cant be bothered abt it ANYMORE!
if u really did call me oh i'm sorrie dear
tt i didnt pick up but if u didnt, jus dun
try to find excuse for urself!
No more craps from u pls!
i had enough!
------*-------
Gawd. i did nth usefull today!
i have been sleeping from last night
till 11 plus this mornin so i had my
breakfast! and i went to sleep again!
and from 12plus i slp till lk 2plus?
oh and chat with zk for lk few mins and
asked him to send me the new song tt
he jus compose? not very sure la.
btw the lyrice is nice! well done!=p
after tt i went to sleep AGAIN!
oh mann i'm sucha PIG!!! haiz.
so my parents said they have been
pressin the doorbell for so damn
long! and callin for me so damn loud!
but i was sleeping lk a PIG! oh gosh!!
I'M SUCH A PIG!
okie forget abt it so wake up at 7pm
and i swtich on my com so realised
tt he is back! okie so chatted for
awhile and i got pissed off by his damn
excuses!. okie wadever it is i hope for a
better tml!
enjoy readin!
[veron did kelly call u? or did u tell her abt the meet at hereen?]
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 8:17 PM;__
west view's cultral night!
Oh gosh i'm tired!! yeas i am! came back from
work arnd 7.30am and i rushed for the
westview's cultral night. so i meet up with teng
and we went to help the band. i'm really tired mann.
so neri she's retarted! we're already waiting for e LRT
she sms-ed me and she want us to take taxi.
wtf. doesnt mean if we were to take taxi and
we gonna reach there earlier okay!
she reached there lk long time b4 us. hehex.
hey me waited for teng okay! and she rushed
all the way back from our sch camp!
haha we bother were basically rushing!
we were rushing here and there!!
so reached westview. neri, feng ru,
chew yan(spellin?) were there alr.
so liang jie came later than us. hahax.
hey when he saw me and he goes lk
'HUIJUAN U CUT UR HAIR?'
wadde fuck. wads wrong with cuttin
my hair? reaction dun have to be so BIG yea?
so they practiced in the band room and soon we
went for lunch. i didnt eat my lunch as
i really dun have the appetite.
saw lots of teahers. hehex nice to meet them.
so we went to singapore poly arnd 12.30?
not very sure lah arnd there!
did i mention SP is BIG! damn BIG!
went to the rehersal room
and we started to help them put
on makeup.OMG I'm ADDICTED!
and i remembered i told neri they all tt
i wanna be makeup artist next time!
my makeup skill not so bad lah DUH!
the first person i tried on is not really
nice but after tt i get used to it and i
did better everytime. hehex.
I'M LOVIN IT!!hehex.
erm concert started at arnd 7.30
yup alot of ex-westview'ers came.
nice to see them too.
by the way the whole concert was
awesome!!! concert end at arnd 9.30
so help to clear the drums all tt
into the lorry and back to sch by
10.45 and help to carry the drums
back to the band room and stuff
so back home wtih me bro at arnd
11.45pm. I"M TIRED!!!
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 3:27 PM;__
`Thursday, November 25, 2004;__
i'm weird!
hey i'm back to post againnn.. hehex i so so so busy and tts y i didnt post.. erm. yup i'm workin and i EARN MONEY .. hehex okie so erm my daily life is basically lk a cycle' lols wadde hell m i sayin? oh i mean is i go for work at night abt 10 plus and i cum back in the mornin lk 7.30 so yup and i slp arnd 8am to noon and den slp again from 3 to abt 7 so yup tts all abt my life is kip repeatin de worx.. hehex . hey i'm so weird i suppose to feel sleepy and tired when i'm workin esp is the night shift. LOLS i'm so weird coz i feel so hyper at night and i feel restless during day time ! OMG i'm really weird. hehex okie wadever it is erm as long as i get the money and i wundt give a damn abt those things ! erm yup make lots of frens and erm the work there is lk so simple? yup i mean really simple.. and is lk enjoyment seh. we sit down there and work as well we r enjoyin the aircon at the same time and we were chattin all de way till mornin so can imagin time pass how fast? hehex erm nth much happened. so went lot 1 with teng and had our lunch at KFC. erm nice nice!! eh .. went northern light after tt and slack arnd.. hehex so back home... oh yup me bro receive his plse resluts liao .. hehex haiz obviously is much better den my last yr result.. erm this yr's top is 285 if i'm not wrong lols clever neh.. oh and tt top student he really dun have the look of a top student leh,, he is so normal lookin and well i might even think tt he is a em3 student seh... lols haha honestly he really dun have the look lah.. haha. okie wad ever it is er. congratulation to my bro tt he got 245 neh.. hehex and he goanna get a HP from my mother. haiz so good seh... okie lah gotta stop here le gotta take a rest and i'm goin for work later on.. cya.. enjoy readin..
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 10:37 AM;__
`Sunday, November 21, 2004;__
my life suck big time
oh man i cant believe i actually wake up at 11plus this mornin!!! I FEEL GOOD u see!!! lols bein lame here! k wadever it is i gotta a gd news here erm well to me lah! lols I CAN POST LE!!! oh man feel great! can drop down all my thoughts and wad so ever!..
So yup erm chengjie came to my hse and he ask me go for a interview with him. lols so yep go with him loh.. erm i was lk damn gungry k den after tt i relised tt i didnt eat my breakfast seh! lols no wonder i was so hungry and the time was lk 1 plus! so waited at the causeway there for interview and later we filled up the form and stuff den the guy explain to us roughly abt the work and stuff and they said we can start work on Monday! hehex so happy! guess wad me work the night shift seh! hehex gonna be a panda real soon! so after all the interview stuff we went to have our breakfast+lunch!!! FINALLY !!!
erm yup xiao wei called me and ask abt the work thingy so told him ! bla bla bla... den went back home! oh and yi ping came over to my hse coz i wannna return the stunk car and the watches! so erm her EX qi bing came my hse too! weird leh i tot they break up le sth lk tt? well nvm who cares! so erm they ask me go clark quey? (spellin?) okie dunnoe play the wadever ting tt they said untill lk so excidin! they said we must take a ride at least once in our life seh! wtf!! lols i kinda lk wanna go but i dun really wan to be the gooseberry there so yup i didnt go!
I'M NOT GONNA TRANSFER ! I'M NOT GONNA DO TT!!!---> to MuM!!!
I hate it i jus hate the word TRANSFER! i really hate it! Gosh! i got so fuck up whenever my parents mention the damn bloody hell word TRANSFER! they want me to transfer to admiralty sec sch! well i admit at the beginin i did said tt i wanna transfer to other sch as my sch hour is far too long! but I"VE GET USED TO IT! and i no longer think of transfering out and leave my frens! and admiralty sec is lk so damn far from WSSS is not near ! if i transfer i cant possibly go back to wsss and meet my frens everyday! well i m not gonna transfer no matter wad! hey do they always lk to force me to do things tt i'm not happy with and i dun feel lk doin ! well why do they want to FORCE me? haiz. dun enderstand them and well they dun understand me either! Shud i say NOBODY in the whole wide world understand me!seriously nobody! haiz chat with veron and told her abt it and she goes lk harrr.. and si le la! lols her reaction was lk so farny! haiz well i noe is not funny but dun worry gals i'm NOT gonna transfer! I dun give a f_uck abt them! i dun wanna regret on anything!
haiz i'm so pissed off and i get pissed off easily these few days!
Oh did i mention tt the conversation with veron mj teng and eliz was lk so fun! yepz GalS u all rawkz!! at least when i was in the conversation i dun feel so bad! coz i can still laugh abit! haiz so yep GALS WE RAWKZ!!!
-Nobody in the whole wide world understand me-
-Juan-
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 3:59 PM;__
`Saturday, November 20, 2004;__
hey testin
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 6:37 PM;__
haiz so long since my last post! erm tts bcos of my damn coz cant blog in! wtf!!!
okie erm anyway lots of things happen during these few days! erm lk i quarrelled with my parents and stuff! well not gonna enphasized on tt!
so erm yesterday went back to west view band with Neri,Teng and xinlei of yea feng ru was there too! after the practice teng rushed to meet up with birdy aaron and some of her last yr classmates! so left me neri and xinlei. we went canteen to have our lunch! WE MISS THE FOOD SO MUCH!! esp the tomyam soup but guess wad they r not sellin on tt day! -__- so yup went to look for joni's mum stall aunty! hehex tok for a while and we went to the hall for the some sort of concert thingy! so lfet kinda early so actually wanna play bb with joni but we didnt! so we went to plaza wanna look for Huiteng but den i called her so many times she didnt pick up the phone! so yup chill arnd there for awhile and den headed back home!
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so today wake up lk around 8.30am haiz cant really slp leh dunnoe wad happen to me! so switch on my com and started to surf! well read veron's blog and she kinda lk mood swing so yep tag her tagboard hope she gonna cheer up after readin! erm rongxin called and ask wat time we gonna meet and stuff so i ask her to comfirm with teng den let me noe! den teng called me and ask me wad i gonnna wear sia! lols i really dunnoe wad to wear..
till the last min den i will jus grab any shirt! lols tts me i guess! erm so went to fareast coz teng wanna buy the shirt from pure milk ! yep kinda nice tho! lols had our lunch at the BK lols i still remember the other time i sort of vomit out as i was too full then! hehex yep so went walk walk and den we saw Daphne! she aint tt fat tho! un lk when shes on tv! so back home arnd 4 plus teng and rongxin came to my hse . so later we watch SINGAPORE IDOl! lols Sylvester he is SAFE!!! yea he rockz!!! yup ppl pls vote for SYLVESTER! thx very much! lols me and teng were lk screamin lk hell when we heard tt sylvester is SAFE! Oh man so damn happy!! erm so they left at arnd 9 i guess! tts all for this post! tc all my frens and enjoy readin!
SYLVESTER ROCKS!!!
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 3:46 PM;__
`Saturday, November 13, 2004;__
~west view band rocks~
i'm so damn tired! yea I AM TIRED!
wake up at arnd 10.45 this mornin and gave Huiteng a mornin call but she didnt pick up!
haiz .. so while later she called back and we chatted for awhile den i called rowenna
and ask her to meet me at cck bustop! so me and Teng meet first and we went to eat lunch!
den later we went find rowenna and went for Band practice! erm was damn boring! we learn so many songs but i dun really noe how to play! haiz guess i gotta buck up or else...
so we played 'who let the dogs out'was lk damn funny coz got some parts we nid to shout WHO* HWO* WHO* WHO* den lk every body say so soft and all lk out of tune! den me and rowenna keep laughin loh! haiz den when is our turn to play we still laughin and cant play! haiz kinda malu'...
so after band was lk 4.05 Huiteng and i rushed to westview band coz thier band till 5.30 so still got some time! oh when we reach there we saww Mr Hong our instructor and 2 other ladies hu went to help the band! haiz west view band gonna perform at istana park on monday wor! they parctice reall hard loh and they play instruments they dance they even sing! lols was lk so cute! all so small small 1 ! lols look so cute! erm well went lot 1 eat dinner with my bro den home sweet home! = reach home! oh SLYVESTER HE IS SAFE!!!
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 3:52 PM;__
`Friday, November 12, 2004;__
new hair cut!
I GOT A NEW HAIR CUT!!! lols
i've been laughin the whole day! oh yea i've realised tt i keep on sayin 'neh neh' lols
den frens arnd me they laugh their assses off when i said tt! lols
erm yup today went clementi den went boon lay den went IMM! haiz ...
next time i gonna hate IMM so damn much i guess coz i've been there almost everyday!
oh man it suckz!
Went IMM with xiao hei aka hui yee and yi ping to have our hair cut! lolx my hairstyle almost the same as xiao hei ! she keep her lil tail for few months and now she wan me to keep a tail too!or shud i say i want it to be tt way! lols is cool to us lah but not sure to other ppl! so back home at arnd 6plus! oh man was lk damn tired loh ! lost all my energy!!!
so chatted with Mj for awhile and den invited veron in ! lols we tok abt neh neh' sia muhahaha
three totally LAME kina! haha.. erm ttz all for today! buaiz!
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 5:05 PM;__
`Tuesday, November 09, 2004;__
william suckz!
okay WILLIAM u suckz!!!
william if u happen to read my blog i gonna let u noe 1 thing!
UR ATTIDUDE JUS SUCKZ!
not gonna mention wad happened! Zip~_-
meet yiping early in the mornin so went to the office
reach there arnd 10am so Gabriel,jun jie,william were there too!
and we jus sit down there chattin all the way till
12pm so went to eat lunch and shop at the IMM 4wileand we went
back to office AGAIN! lols
haha we wanna enjoy the aircon! hahax. alot of things happened!Zip*
left the office at arnd 5 and rush down to yipping's hse to meet huiyee!
den arnd 6.30pm we went to promote out things. hahax Miss see9my pri sch teacher)
bought 1 from us! hahax thx eh! so manage to sell 2 within 1 & 1/2hr!=p
so yup rushed home from teckwhye to admiralty jus to watch the show! ren wo ao you?!
muhahaha gotta stop now i'm so damn tired! is now 1am le! sob sob!
tireed tire tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired!
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 5:00 PM;__
`Sunday, November 07, 2004;__
sick!
erm life sucks these few days!?! yea i wud say my life suckz almost everyday!
have been sick for a week? yea and is not recover yet! seriously i'm dyin soon! realy soon! maybe u guys might not even see me tml! coz i'm really weak i have totally lost all my energy! got mood swing so easily! went to work with my frenss yea but acctually is hangin outside coz wad we earn is not even enough for our lunch all tt! and we can go shoppin at the same time we work too! lols tts real fun but we've got no MONEY!! And i got mood swing so easily lk this moment i am laughin lk a mad woman tts wad MS ONG said! and the next moment u see me i was lk give a fuckin look! i dunnoe y too! is jus so strange! partly is i'm sick and i dun have the mood! haiz hope they not gonna blame me yea!? Oh yea i've got a new com few days ago! muahaha so happy! i'm so tired now so erm yea tts all for this post! *wave* byez!
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 1:55 PM;__
testin!
erm this is jus a testin!
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 12:45 AM;__
